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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
9:54 pm
My First Boyfriend
Well its finnaly happened. I now have a boyfriend. He's the most amazing guy in the world and I promised my friends I would stop talking about it because i've sort have been obsessing... kind of.. a little bit.... ok a whole lot.... ya shutting up now.... Oha dn i'm going out with him on Saturday.

Current Mood: impaitent
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
8:18 pm
Something
Wow.... March was when I last posted.... I think I need to write more. So anyway. My life's been hell lately. Drama is overtaking my time and at night I am starting to have versions of nightmear's that I had when I was a little kid. It's starting to creep me out. Yay! School's almost out! Hope I pass. Anyway that's about all for now. Late's all.

Current Mood: tired
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
5:36 pm
Happy Easter
Yay! Easter! mmmmm Chocolate. OK kind of hyper right now. Anyway just wanted to say Happy Easter!

Current Mood: mmm choccolate!
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
10:24 pm
My Mask
hi. Bleh, long weeks suck like hell. I mean who can make it through 5 whole days without falling asleep once during class.... and the teacher decide those are the perfect weeks to give you crap worth lots of marks. Hmmmm cat's decided to visit. Since I don't have much to say tonight I'm gonna post a poem i wrote called My Mask.

Lying here staring at the wall
Feeling like my world will fall
Saneness long given to confusion
Clear thoughts all but delusion
Emotion seeps in, tearing me apart
My true self hidden deep in my heart
Ask for the key to make an emotion mask
I’m a pro, but please don’t ask.
Pain and suffering, a dash of some lies
Thrown together in some depression pies.
I can run from the world
As lies, hurt, pain are hurled
But they will catch you,
Fry you, and mash you.
They will leave you miserable
Ugly, unkissable
Lost in your life
You pay the unpayable tithe
And all for what?
To shelter your life with a mask like a hut?
Don’t be a moron like I am and once was
Expose your emotion whether your hurt or just ‘cause
You’ll feel better and not have to suffer
And here is something from my own mother:
“Do as I say, not as I do”
Maybe it can be a motto for you.
When faced with misery, remember all I have said
Don’t follow in the way I went, for your life will seem dead.
If you wish to hurt then I will make you your mask
But I hope, I wish, that you never have to ask.

Current Mood: sugar overload
Friday, March 4th, 2005
12:06 am
bored
hey, guess this is my first entry. Yay. I'm bored... did you know there is absolutly nothing on TV at midnight? Not much else to say. See ya.

Current Mood: bleh
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